Journal Entry:
Tue Nov 20, 2007, 2:11 PM
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Mood:
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Watching: Hellraiser
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Playing: Final Fantasy X
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Drinking: Water
"Woah!? Wow… Since that Marit-dudette has kissed girls, she… must… be… GAAAY!!"
Ehe… No, thank you. I am straight.
No, just to clear things out. Not a single person on DA has ever made fun of me, mocked or scorned me for my sexual orientation, either if they believed I were gay, bi or straight. Which pleases me beyond content, since that shows that at least DA have some open minded member when it comes to a girl's preference, or a guy's one for that matter. (Of course, most guys like girlxgirl anyway… and girls don't mind.)
Yes, I am straight, just wanted to make that clear.
It's strange though, because even though I know for certain I am straight and attracted to the opposite sex, I have met dozens of people who thought I were a lesbian (Hell, I went through many years in school were people spread rumours about me and my past best friend being lesbians). And you know what I say/think? "Ok, believe what you want. Maybe it's some wish-thinking, I don't know. At least I know myself who I am. If you won't have anything better to do than spreading rumours, then let satan fuck you were it hurts the most." No, it doesn't bother me that people think I'm gay, maybe because I don't care about it any longer, but at least they could ask me. And hey, if I had been gay or bi, I would've told you so! Not shouting it out of course, but to my trusted friends at least.
And even though I'm straight….
I kiss all my female friends. (Ask Marianne, I think she got to see some scary things this summer) Yeah, I like kissing my female friends, but I do also like kissing my male friends.
"omghz, fuck!! Then u're BI, thaz evn vorse!!!"
No, I'm not bi. I repeat; I'm straight.
I like kissing, it's a very pleasurable act, and I do it mostly for fun. To me it doesn't, necessarily, have to be true love involved. Besides, there's no more fun that making the guy's jaws drop down to the floor and drool up to their ankles as they watch me and one of my female friends making out. It's hilarious and too much fun. It's fun kissing guys too, but face it… girls are better kissers. They are, trust me.
And besides, 97% of the time when I kiss my friends, I'm head over heels drunk. Weee. I make myself sound like a super-slut-alcoholic. No, I'm not, I'm mostly a decent girl, but I do like to have fun, and drinking is fun, as long as it doesn't get overhand. And alcohol makes you loose some of your boundaries, which can be a good, or a bad thing. I didn't start to drink before I was 17-18 years old, and I don't regret it. And I don't drink that often either, mostly when I'm back home and meet my old friends. I think it's a shame that kids down to their age of 13 starts to drink, it's too soon. Whatever happened to just being a kid? I would've given so much to be a kid again.
Anyway, back to the topic. Don't believe that I'm dissing gay or bi people, I don't. I think people should be allowed to love whoever they want, sex is not a boundary. I have friends who are bi and gay, and I love them for who they are. I hate, hate, hate people who can't accept this, those fucking homophobes. I believed the modern world was more open than that. Jeez.
I adore the male body, I think it is beautiful, and I do find it very attractive. The female body is also gorgeous, but I couldn't find myself to have sex with another girl. That's another story.
Now all DA girls… go kiss a girl!!
(Or a guy, if you're a DA guy)
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All this while I have a pretty well-known crush on a guy here . . . though, to be honest, he does have man-boobs. Maybe there's something to that. x3
I'm straight as a line that doesn't curve, HOWEVER.
I love pretty girls, I want to be surrounded by them all times. And I do kiss my girl friends on teh cheeks and flirt with them, but I'm not gay. however, tons of people thought i've been, and even my whole tennis team thought I was gay. )': But then when I started going out with Kyle, they were all 'Oh, she's not I guess.'
People are just ignorant. I hope you weren't distressed to much by this.
Plus, it really pissed me off when those brats in 7th grade spread rumors about me bein' a lesbian when I gave a V-day card to a girl who was really nice to me -- a rare occurrence in my life. So I trained myself to be reserved and condemned the human race a total loss... The U.S. mind-set is a sick bunch.
i'll act like a doofus and kiss my best friend on the forehead or some other weird shit but it's all in play, really. :/ ...and women are better kissers by far, haha.
i agree with you on the modern world; i also figured many people would be more open-minded by now, too. kinda sucks.
ah, well. people can hate on it all they want if that's their standpoint, no problem there, although i, like you, just wish people could accept that others will continue to do what makes them happy. no one really has the right to tell you otherwise. it just causes more drama and shit. :/
it's just pointless to have so much contempt for people who like doing what makes them happy. :< don't people realize that forcing an opinion on another will only make them want to turn the other way? i guess common sense is not so common.
ANYWAYSIES: i am going to go shopping for my Marit this week! is there anything else you would like in addition to some pencils and markers? stickers, glitter, stamps, cool looking pens? C: they're having sales on a bunch of that stuff here so i can get you a considerably nice little bundle of goodies.
I really had believed that people these days had become more open-minded, but then again... maybe not. I say that people are allowed to think whatever they want, it is a human right, but it's also decent to accept other people's choices. And for christ's sake, gay people aren't hurting anyone!
Shopping? Umm, I donno what I want. All of the mentioned stuff you pointed out sounds so good! D: I dun have any glitter though. :3 You buy whatever you want, I'm sure I'll be happy (and I looove stamps and stickers!)