Journal Entry:
Tue Nov 20, 2007, 2:11 PM
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Mood:
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Watching: Hellraiser
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Playing: Final Fantasy X
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Drinking: Water
"Woah!? Wow… Since that Marit-dudette has kissed girls, she… must… be… GAAAY!!"
Ehe… No, thank you. I am straight.
No, just to clear things out. Not a single person on DA has ever made fun of me, mocked or scorned me for my sexual orientation, either if they believed I were gay, bi or straight. Which pleases me beyond content, since that shows that at least DA have some open minded member when it comes to a girl's preference, or a guy's one for that matter. (Of course, most guys like girlxgirl anyway… and girls don't mind.)
Yes, I am straight, just wanted to make that clear.
It's strange though, because even though I know for certain I am straight and attracted to the opposite sex, I have met dozens of people who thought I were a lesbian (Hell, I went through many years in school were people spread rumours about me and my past best friend being lesbians). And you know what I say/think? "Ok, believe what you want. Maybe it's some wish-thinking, I don't know. At least I know myself who I am. If you won't have anything better to do than spreading rumours, then let satan fuck you were it hurts the most." No, it doesn't bother me that people think I'm gay, maybe because I don't care about it any longer, but at least they could ask me. And hey, if I had been gay or bi, I would've told you so! Not shouting it out of course, but to my trusted friends at least.
And even though I'm straight….
I kiss all my female friends. (Ask Marianne, I think she got to see some scary things this summer) Yeah, I like kissing my female friends, but I do also like kissing my male friends.
"omghz, fuck!! Then u're BI, thaz evn vorse!!!"
No, I'm not bi. I repeat; I'm straight.
I like kissing, it's a very pleasurable act, and I do it mostly for fun. To me it doesn't, necessarily, have to be true love involved. Besides, there's no more fun that making the guy's jaws drop down to the floor and drool up to their ankles as they watch me and one of my female friends making out. It's hilarious and too much fun. It's fun kissing guys too, but face it… girls are better kissers. They are, trust me.
And besides, 97% of the time when I kiss my friends, I'm head over heels drunk. Weee. I make myself sound like a super-slut-alcoholic. No, I'm not, I'm mostly a decent girl, but I do like to have fun, and drinking is fun, as long as it doesn't get overhand. And alcohol makes you loose some of your boundaries, which can be a good, or a bad thing. I didn't start to drink before I was 17-18 years old, and I don't regret it. And I don't drink that often either, mostly when I'm back home and meet my old friends. I think it's a shame that kids down to their age of 13 starts to drink, it's too soon. Whatever happened to just being a kid? I would've given so much to be a kid again.
Anyway, back to the topic. Don't believe that I'm dissing gay or bi people, I don't. I think people should be allowed to love whoever they want, sex is not a boundary. I have friends who are bi and gay, and I love them for who they are. I hate, hate, hate people who can't accept this, those fucking homophobes. I believed the modern world was more open than that. Jeez.
I adore the male body, I think it is beautiful, and I do find it very attractive. The female body is also gorgeous, but I couldn't find myself to have sex with another girl. That's another story.
Now all DA girls… go kiss a girl!!
(Or a guy, if you're a DA guy)
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..It's really stupid how ignorant people can be concerning those who are gay...
I mean, it happens naturally to animals in the wild of the same gender...who has the right to say that it is wrong?
However I am totally straight and happily married to a wonderful man. And We're going on 3 years of marriage.
Some people are just dumb.
It's common in many cultures to kiss (in a making out sort of way) anyone regardless of gender!
Some people are just narrow minded.
I is soooooo lesbian nowww!!! D:
But, yeah. After all I am a Russian whore that came to satisfy your's and Jay's needs. Or whatever the story was.
Oh, d'oh. -3-;;
xDDD;;;
*rolls around* 8D;;;
But WE still vuw you! ;^;
I wuvs ya too!! ;3;
queer as a THREE DOLLAR BILL! May as well
admit it to yourself and get over it!