That I've become lazy, ladies and gentlemen.

I mean generally when it comes to the effort of my own artwork. I was looking at some of `hellobaby's absolute stunning and detailed pictures, and I said to my friend ~Shockproof that "I want to draw something that detailed, too." Which she responded with "Do it. You don't do too many detailed pictures any longer, like you did before."

In some ways, I don't like the way my art have developed during the last years. I've become less patient when it comes to details and hard work, and it frustrates me. I want to work more than hard on my pictures, like my old Deity pictures on my old ~Marit account. But, it seems I've kind of... I donno, maybe just given up during the years?

In other ways, I do like how my art have developed. I do very much enjoy my Dream of Doll inspired pictures, since they're something new and fresh from my usual anime-ish art? I also think I've gone back to more basic things, like practising anatomy, and that I'm glad for. However, I wish I could combine all these things somehow.

I'm not beaten down, quite the contrary. I'm feeling inspired. `hellobaby's art made me realise that I need to work harder, for my own sake. And I will. I've already started on a new Deity picture which I will spend hours and hours on, just having fun with it. I'm not sure if I will succeed in my little personal quest, but at least I will try.

Thank you all.

(PS. I will also get to the last bust commissions soon enough! <3)